
Brooke is growing up!
I love all she has become...
I learn every single day from her...she is an example of pure love!
She chooses the right...even when it is difficult or not popular!
I am so PROUD of her!

But I am still NOT ready for her to grow up!
As a mother of 5 kids, there are many moments in life that are hectic!
For me...bed time can be a bit crazy!
Every single night, for as long as I can remember, Brooke has given me a hug and kiss....
or two or three...and then whispered in my ear,
"Mom, will you come lay by me?"I always tell her I will if I get all the kids in bed!
Usually by the time the little ones are asleep, Brooke is already sleeping, and so I miss my opportunity!
Every night I think....tomorrow I am going to make sure I lay with Brooke!
Nights come and nights go...and she continues to ask, I continue to try , and I continue to miss my opportunity!
Last night I lay in bed...feeling the tears well up, just like I did the day I took her to kindergarten...because for 2 nights in a row, Brooke has given me one kiss, one hug, and then gone to bed.
She did not ask me to lay with her!
I can't believe it...it has been the same for years.
I knew eventually she would stop...but I'm NOT ready!
I am going to make sure I lay with her for at least 5 min. a night until she tells me to "Please, get out of her bed!"
I DON'T WANT TO MISS THESE MOMENTS!!!!